The title of this blog post was one I had planned to use for my F post this year but, as with last year, I have struggled to keep up with my posts. It seems, therefore, like a rather apt title for this 'come back' post.
I really wanted to keep up with my blog this year and I had all sorts of plans and ideas around what that would look like. Unfortunately life happened. I found out my boss was leaving, applied for her job and was offered it all in a very quick few weeks. I started managing a team of 11 people from the beginning of March and it left me feeling pretty exhausted. When I wasn't at work I just had no energy to do anything other than veg out in front of the TV or curl up with a book, and my other interests suffered. This included not only this blog but my spiritual/pagan 'stuff' as well. Other than a couple of meet-ups with my coven, it has been a few months since I spoke to my deities, performed any kind of ritual or spell work, or even read a spiritual book. I have stopped attending my local study group because I found that a) I was too tired, b) the topics chosen no longer interested me and c) I couldn't find the energy to do the required research. Spiritually I feel as though I have been in a bit of a black hole and, now I am beginning to feel more settled at work, I am determined to do something about it.
The thing is, I am not sure at the moment what that something should look like. How do you kick start your spiritual path after a hiatus? Where do you start? Should I begin by reconnecting with my deities? How would that process look? Should it be more or less formal than I am used to? Should I put my altar back together (it was taken apart to be cleaned and then left)? Do I wait till I have a clearer idea of what I hope to achieve?
As you can see, I have lots of thoughts racing about my head and I need to take some serious me time to figure out my plans. If anyone would like to share suggestions I would be very grateful.